PEA/SHERIL

2009-02-17T14:35:00.002+08:00

i've moved.

http://prettyuglyfaces.wordpress.com

relink me y'all.

oh how i will miss you here. i had you since what 2005, was it? wow. thanks for hearing my rants all the time. kudos to you for that. oh oh and the happy memories! you know, where you saw me smile oh so widely! when i told you a story about this boy (insert name). WHY OH WHY? keep those for me will you? the pictures and all. ahhh the sunset, my very first sunset. wasn't it pretty? tskk. oh well, those were just memories i suppose. dont you find it irritating, where you know all those tv serials all somewhat have things happening. where they broke up, then patch up again and stay foreverr. damn it, why doesnt it happen in real life. well, hence they call it drama isnt it! dumb ass.
iwasphelped, hah. the crazy-ness both PEA and I had of that monsterr in water. amazing at how time flies eh. ohh, and those harry potter moments. HEY WHAT TO DO EXPECT COMING OUT FROM TWO 15 YEAROLD GIRLS!
so then again, THANKS AGAIN! iloveyou manymany alright! : )

2009-01-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

hello my stagnant blog. i am very sorry for not saying much to you. well, as you can see i am very busy with all the chinanigans that will owe me like ( insert gazillion numbers ) hours of sleeep. well, overwhelemed with all of the again, chinanigans, that have been happening; my dear goodness, PLEASE HELP THESE LITTLE CHILDREN. calm their soul and rest their mind. hear their rants, their prayers. push away all of their pains, misery and guilt.

--and with your smile, i'm speechless.

"In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations." - barack obama : )

2009-01-13T22:55:00.005+08:00

why not you look, stare and memorise.
then go ahead and plaster me a smile : )

SHITHEAD-- DOUBLE SHITHEAD-- ANTISHITHEAD <3

2009-01-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

TWENTY ZERO EIGHT;
how evil you are. goddamnit. i assume you were very happy to see me standing there all alone, crying, praying and whateverr. stop it will you. stop all your unhappiness pouring onto me. can't you see that i am exhausted, tired and about to give up? the fear i am developing all because of you. and the guilt, the damn guilt. (insert words) i suggest you should start asking your friend to shine some light on me this time round : ) thank you, please.
TWENTY ZERO NINE;
so now, i am putting my trust on you. i pray that you shall not follow that of your friend's. i pray that you will teach me the meaning of happiness. i pray that you will guide me the whole way through. do not pull me back down, please. i am begging you. let the love of my family and friends fill me up! : ) again, thank you please.

silence;
my god, it was so beautiful when you smiled.
boy, you moulded the heart of me.
painful as it is,
dear i love you. and miss you.
but STEP AWAY.

with lovee;

2008-12-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. ( a lot? but i do have mood swings uh )
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (FROM SELECTED PEOPLE)
I fall for the worst people. ( at the moment )
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell i just did this stupid thing
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I’m an artist.I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

2008-12-19T00:28:00.006+08:00

twilight, a moviee you have to watchh. everything else was perfect, from ROBERT PATTINSON ( he is like damn hot can! got mesmerised by his top to bottom look) to the storyline to the pretty girl. one turn off, damn the special effects have issues man. okay, make it two; THE MAKE UP! my goodness, TOO FAKE! it was bloody obvious who were the vampires. but oh well, im still in love with ROB PAT! : ) and we went to marina barrage : ) damn pretty can! the clouds and green patches of grass. beautiful. but let me say, the journey there was not that very must appealing. the long walks, and long waiting for the bus to the ulu-ated road. i say, i felt something therre. wooooo.

check out ROB PAT!

can make it for herbal essence ad? apparently, (insert name) doesn't think so! hmph.

group photo! : )

ROSE! : )

supposedly old school class photo picture which did not quite make it.

juraimi and rose

007 partners in crime : ) sheRRRRil & juRRRaimi.

2008-12-16T22:12:00.007+08:00

i am writing this for the second time, as my post was deleted all of a sudden. wtf. as i was saying before, my two weeks holidays doesnt seem like a bloody break for crying out loud. the list of things i have to do; PI&C lab report and logbook, RS lab report, Cost Accounting project, BPA online assignment and Semestral Project 3. plus work and meeting. whoaaa sian. ami busy or am i busy? say it people. anyways, i met my gorgeous today, GRACE GOH XIU LING! guess what people? SHE HAD A HOT ANG MOH GUY FOR A WHOLE DAY ALL TO HERSELF! imagine this, a guy with BLUE/GREEN EYES, TALL & LEAN! ahhh. just so mesmerizing isnt it?

next; chalet 08. ouhh, typical bbq food we had. ( though i really hate it when it comes to sting ray) on a brighter note, THERE IS NO SHARKS FIN SOUP THIS TIME ROUND! wonderful, family. keep up the good work! : ) yes, my never ending debate on sharks fin worked! whoohoo. eh, remember the tradisional games played; jumping in a sack, pass the (insert item) with the spoon, pass the parcel. hah! we played all those. ouuh, and TWISTERR! gogo, people. GO PLAY TWISTER, SYIOKK!

the UGLY baby sitters.

brothers unite : )

line up for musical chairs

cheating of musical chairs; damn just push!

the four captains.

all ready, get set GO!

WINNING TEAM BABY! : )

come give me a what what!

say it, LOSERS!

those in there are STING RAYS! tskk.

yumm. my dad's speciality.

chicken kebabs!

FB production, boy am i shocked! my beloved classmate, POH WEI MENG can actually dance. so the little dance moves he did during LAB SESSIONS, and wherever along the tutorial rooms and lectures, paid off eh! haha, seriously WEI MENG CAN DANCE! hahaha. and of course, we have SHAQILAH who just seems flawless on the stage, great job miss! and SHAKIRA, ouuuh. sexyy. : )

2008-12-14T21:13:00.004+08:00

yes, the shitified-ness of the common tests are over. unfortunately, i don't feel the excitement. do you? anyways, i watched my first malay movie together with my two beloved classmates : ) and THANK GOD FOR THE ENGLISH SUBTITLES! : ) so muallaf, was the story and it hits you indirectly. go people, watch and think outside of the box. go go faster. and er, any of you got the story sepet and gubrah ( is that how you spell it? ), please be such kind people and lend it to me. so i can watch : ) ouhhh, the picture house. oh so comfy seats they have. it's like the MOST PEACEFUL cinema EVERR, due to the NO CRUNCHING OF POPCORNS AND NACHOS.

all gather for the bmt departure of our beloved friend, EDWIN NG!

sitting in a circle, huge one, we were. PLAYING ALL SORTS of retarded games, and it took us AGES, to solve each an everyone of them, or to even understand the bloody game! from "murderer" ( the simplest game, yet, we took THREEE TRIES, to make it right! ) to "chop cili chop cili chop chop chop" ( MALUATING movements we had to do in vivo. again, didnt even make it a full round) to "007 BANG!" ( where we let our reflex action take over, BANG-ING at random ) to "om om chakee chakee" ( you all don't seem to understand a shit out of this game. YOU PEOPLE SUCK) and then it came to riddles of "click click, who's picture im taking of" to " what things to bring to at a birthday party" to " mrt " game ( EEERRRRRR thanks uh JURRRAIMI, RRRRROSE and FIRRRRRDAUS for making me feeel ultra stupid! )

EDWIN NG! boy, i miss you can! now who is going to call me early in the morning from hougang, where we talk about our NEVER BEAUTIFUL LOVE LIFE. there goes my 1 am call companion!

2008-11-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

do not trust the phrase " an apple a day, keeps the doctor away " BULLSHIT YO. cause you see, i've been eating apples EVERYDAY, unfortunately that damn kookoo flu bug still got to me. but then again, it may be cause alisa's mucus flew to me. i shall repeat; ALISA'S MUCUS landed on me. so people stay away from me; 2 CM RADIUS PLEASE. thanks : )

2008-11-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

eh eh eh, gorgeous will be back soon! : ) oh yeaa, my fund has become dead stagnant. -_-

im/i/i've;

tired tired tired tired tired tired sleeeeeepy tired tired tired tired tired drained out tired tired tired tired have so much thoughts in the head tired tired tired tired tired want my world to be brighter tired tired tired tired tired want answers tired tired tired tired faster give me answers tired tired tired tired wish that life wasn't that much of a bitch tired tired tired sleeeeepy tired tired tired been praying for YOU everyday tired tired tired tired tired bet YOU didn't know how much YOU meant to MY life tired tired tired tired thinking a lot about YOU lately tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired worry for common tests and deadlines tired tired tired tired sian of work tired tired tired tired tired tired need a hug tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired NEED YOUR LOVE tired tired tired tired tired tired tired.

you make me love you.

2008-11-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

appealing to all of my beloved friends; DONATE DONATE DONATE! the fund has reached its $30s. HAHAHA. i bet you all losers (who doesnt want to donate to my fund) would never thought that i will ever get a cent right! tskk. do not under estimate the influence of SHERIL AIDAAA! : ) hahaa.

omg. the newspapers are getting boring by the way. the news was used to be filled with stories of the duel between barack obama and john mcain but that palin woman somehow came into the picture. gaaah. then that story died, along with a housekeeper dude who got mauled by 2 pretty white tigers. and now that story died-ed, while the 2 white tigers are back at the zoo! : ) come on world, make something happen here! like; a woman's boobs burts while she was diving in the ocean. damn her boobs must be that hugee! or like; conducting a fat donation. oh please, those size 0 models, GIVE THEM FATS MAN! they making me feel like an obese person! i will be the first few to willingly queue up for that donation so as to give away my fats! these kind of stories are fun.

eh eh eh, do you all know that FROGS ARE ENDAGERED! wow. those ugly thingys that some people eat in soups are actually ENDANGERED! ok, its actully wild frogs, but still who ever knew that amphibians like FROGS are endangered. DAMN YOU BLOODY HUMANS! oh oh oh, and those women who are having menses and wants to go dive in the ocean or aquariuams, DO NOT FEAR, suprisingly SHARKS ARE NOT ATTRACTED TO THOSE BLOOD! haha, amazing isn't it? somehow they know which blood to be attracted to! wow. i bet you all didn't know that. see, you learn something new everyday.

-- if i could find you now things would get better.

2008-11-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

have i been sleeping? i've been so still, afraid of crumbling
have i been careless? dismissing all the distant rumblings, take me where i am suppose to be
to comprehend the things that i can't see

cause i need to move, i need to wake up, i need to change
i need to shake up, i need to speak out, something's got to break up
i've been asleep, and i need to wake up.

NOW.

2008-11-16T17:03:00.004+08:00

ouuh. isn't it pretty? those typical orange and black tigers are sexy, but white tigers are super pretty! : ) and, NO the white tigers that killed the zoo housekeeper should not be put to sleep. well hello, it's natural that tigers attack the person isn't it? i mean in the wild they act that way. so just because those tigers attack that dude, they must be killed off! excuse me, WHITE TIGERS ARE ENDAGERED FOR GOODNESS SAKE! they're being put in a damn zoo for a reason right! and then some people think its better to put them down cause they attack a person! tskk. oh please, it's so rare to see these beautiful creatures. THINK OF THE ANIMALS FOR ONCE! seriously i still think animals are better of creatures compared to us humans!

people, UN-STAGNANT my fund please : )

2008-11-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

as i am typing this out, my cat is now sniffing my hands, licking, and now biting them. damn her teeth are ultra sharp. not too long ago, she was doing those sniffing, licking and biting to my legs. ouhhh, and to keep herself entertain she plays with bottle caps. so at this moment, i have like er 3 different bottle caps lying on th living room floor. hmmm. did you all know that cat's hair ball is not really a ball. its just a blob of semi liquid solid thingyy, with hairs. just imagine the normal human's puke but in smaller blobs like really smaller blobs and with hair.

ouhh, does anyone wants to contribute to BUY A SHERIL A NIKON CAMERA FUND?! pretty please? put in $1 also can! : ) it's for a good deed! god will bless you so very much if you contribute to the fund! really. come let me tell you the reasons on why YOU ALL should contribute:

1. she wants to learn photography.
2. she can be your professional photographer.
3. she can click click whereever she go.
4. she can click click the memories of life.
5. she can help you click click YOUR memories of life shared with HER.
6. she can click click your unglam moments.
7. she looks cool holding up the camera
8. she will be a happy person.
9. she will be a happy person.
10. she will be a happy person.
11. all of you will be jealous cause she got a nikon camera.
12. all of you will want to snap snap using HER camera
13. which means, she can start a renting fee.
14. then she can start up another fund, due to the renting fee that you all have to pay
15. she will be a happier person.

so how can you all donate:
- when you see SHERIL AIDA simply approach her, take out a dollar and pass it to her.
- and say " MISS SHERIL AIDA, HERE IS THE $1, THAT I AM WILLING TO DONATE SINCERELY TO YOU!"
- and you will get a sincere smile after your donation, with a "thank you"

so therefore ALL OF YOU ( INSERT NAMES), should come and DONATE to the " BUY A SHERIL A NIKON CAMERA" FUND! : )

THANK YOUU.

2008-11-12T00:36:00.002+08:00

left me holding on by the last thread
stop, stare and watch me burn
someday it'll be your turn : )
can't fool me i can see
all the things that you dont want me to see
YOU THREW MY HEART AWAY.
thats the price that i paid
i know its never fair
promised me you'd always be there
but you never really cared

ps: i have a stalker. and he went to buy ice cream at 12.39am.

2008-11-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

first of all, BOO HAMILTON BOO! YOU ARE LIKE THE LUCKIEST CHAMPION EVER CAN! I SUGGEST YOU GO PRAY TO GOD AND THANK HIM THAT YOU WON BY A SHITIFIED ONE POINT! AND ALSO, PRAY THAT YOU GOT A BLOODY HOT GF! damn.

ouhh, we did particle count during bpa lab todayy! and boy, was it fun! check this out:
we've recorded the following particles when;
1. marlene yawn and said "what la!" - 3832oo
2. alisa breath out (she was having flu)- 311000
3. aida brushing her hair - 279600
4. daniel laughed - 256 800
5. marlene said "fuck" - 193600

cool eh? the power of words and what have you. haha. anyhooos, OBAMA WON BABY! : ) yes uh, finally a change in this world. so GO OBAMA GO!

ouhh, and those taking alevels ALL THE BEST PEOPLE! : )

2008-10-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

life's really a BITCHH. seriously go FUCK it.

2008-10-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

burn after reading;
where i was introduced TWO OF THE MANY SEX TOYS EXISTED in this damn sad world. ( and no, brian's turtle vibrator is not a sex toy! ) by the way, sex toys are not creative inventions! i bet they're invented by ( insert name ) who was i don't know, bored? a forty year old virgin? and NO, I DO NOT want to know how it works can! thankss.

ouuh, and by talking we release out SIX HUNDRED OVER PARTICLES! wow. imagine that people. your own particles roaming around. hmm, by the way marlene's particles are classified as vulgar ones. and alisa's hmm, minute ones, with short tongues. HAHA. and ayyub's HAHHA, you all should know la uh! i better not say it here, god knows he might come running after me with his particles! HAHA! nevermind, here's a clue, the letter "R"! whoa that means, alisa's and ayyub's particles have to go speech therapy class too? aiyo.

2008-10-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

starting time: 22.23
name: sheril aida
sisters: none
brothers: onee
shoe size: 38/39
height: 161cm
where do you live: bukit batok
favourite drinks: season's peach tea : )
favourite breakfast: pancakes.
have you ever been on a plane: yeaa
swam in the ocean: NO! faster people, take me away.
fallen asleep at school: like duhh!
broken someone's heart: oh yess.
fell off your chair: omg! yarhh! thanks to (insert name) who PURPOSELY pushed me.
waited for someone to call: yes.
saved emails: yea
what is your room like: a normal looking room, with a bed and all.
what's right beside you: my handphone
what is the last thing you ate: famous amos' no nut chocolate chip cookies

ever had;

chicken pox: yes
sore throat: yes
stitches: yes, on my knee and head. say it people, ouch.
broken nose: no

do you;

believe in love at first sight: i think so. then how do blind people fall in love?
like picnics: yess : ) i want a picnic at the botanic gardens. anyone want to take me?

who was/were the last person;

you danced with: my imaginary friend.
last made you smile: my cat can?
you last yelled at: my brotherr

today did you;

talk to someone you like: no
kissed anyone: no
get sick: no
talk to an ex: yes
miss someone: omg. yea.
eat: yes.
best feeling in the world: talking to GRACE GOH! i miss you dear! : )
do you sleep with stuffed animals: sometimes.
what's under your bed: i wonderr.
who do you really hate: her, her, her and her. ouh, and maybe her.
what time is it now: 22.31

random;

is there a person who is on your mind now: yea. there's always someone.
do you have any siblings: yes.
do you want children: yes
do you smile often: sometimes i dont have the choice.
do you like your hand-writing: depends.
are your toe nails painted: no.
whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: -
what colour shirt are you wearing now: white
what were you doing at 7.00 p.m. yesterday: watched the re-runs of the nanny
when did you cry last: around 1800ish just now
are you a friendly person: well, yes. i think so. am i, people?
do you have any pets? yes, my beloved scootch!
where is the person you have feelings for right now: am i suppose to care? cause it hurts to even think about it.
did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: uh?
do you sleep with the TV on: no
what are you doing right now: doing this thingy, all thanks to bah.
have you ever crawled through a window: hahaa. yes
can you handle the truth: yea, why not.
are you too forgiving: unfortunately, yes.
are you closer to your mother or father? i love my mummie and daddie.
who was the last person you cried in front of: allan
how many people can you say you've really loved: again, uh?
do you eat healthy: unfortunately, no! haha
do you still have pictures of you & your ex: yes.
have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yes. those damn evil people.
if you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: alisa, marlene, rose, grace
are you confident: not really

5 things I was doing 10 years ago;
1. i had ballet lessons
2. fall in love with BACKSTREET BOYS! : )
3. i hide my failed test papers away from mummie
4. i threw the failed test papers away
5. i had kuku friends who picked up those test papers and gave it back to me. thanks ( insert names)

5 things on my to-do list today;
1. start on my damn lab report
2. clean my cat's litter area
3. change my bed sheets
4. clean my room
5. catch up on my csi.

5 snacks I enjoy;
1. i eat whatever is edible
2. i eat whatever is within my reach
3. i just eat them
4. whatever i see that is edible, i eat
5. so do you get what im trying to say?

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire;
1. travel around the world yo!
2. die die, must share with my family! : )
3. i think, die die must save
4. get a kate spade wallet. but uh, i think i can get a few if i was that rich
5. shopping uh.

5 of my bad points;
1. i can be very emotional, and you all can see it clearly
2. crying has become an everyday routine
3. i am still in love with him who has shattered my life
4. pessimistic person.
5. can't let go

5 people I tag;
1. ainul
2. ayyub
3. whoever has a blog.
4. whoever bother to take time and do this
5. whoever is bored just like ainul and ayyub.

2008-10-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

memories are like a piece of exquisite glass; beautiful, fragile yet dangerous.
when you break it, it will shatter into pieces, and every slice of the glass, which was ever so beautiful minutes ago, will turn into sharp blades that cut your skin.

2008-10-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

upon IRFAAN'S request;

first of all, people DO NOT try to eat the mac's wasabi fries or whatever. unless you want a constipated face and a stupid moment effect affecting you, then go ahead. dont believe me, ask alisa. damn people, how can you all put that wasabi thingy in your mouth. doesnt it taste terrible? and alisa claimed it was like fear factor moment! HAHA.
and then there's school. ahh, it's wonderful to see all my fellow friends again! : ) the joys of my life. though somehow, my numbness is vanishing slowly and i am very much in pain all over again. NONONO, i shall not complain to anyone anymore. come come, i can keep it to myself. yes i can do it! wooohooo! : ) say it, i can manage it. though i have a difficult surroundings. and people, let us all laugh at the MB peeps. they have MARKETING PART TWO! i bet PART ONE was horrible enough, and now they have to go through PART TWO! damn. GOOD LUCK IRFAAN! : )

why must you come back.

2008-10-11T21:34:00.005+08:00

yess yess. i am finally blogging : ) alright, it has been a fun week yo! imagine this, I HAD MY VERY FIRST RAYA OUTING! ok yarh, im nineteen but IT WAS MY FIRST RAYA OUTING EVERR! and i went with the best bunch of people. so people, thank you for the first experience! hahaa. must do again next year okayy? like very fun like that. though i find the amount of people bombarding one house, is alot uh. good turn out yo! GROUP PHOTO : )
ouhh.
cpt side.

yes, this was in underwater world. but you see, we all took a day off. just see the happy faces!
damn, I MISS YOU ALL ALOT ALOT CAN!

alisa's open house, thanks miss. i think the chocolate ice cream was the best!
i miss you too, marlene!

uh huh. i bet you all were waiting for this right? CAN YOU SEE THE CAR? CAN YOU? CAN YOU? it's ferrari, baby!
let me ask one more time, CAN YOU SEE IT NOW? renault yo!

free ice cream! : )
my housekeeping clan! : )
CLASSIC MOMENT #(insert number) i have no idea why the heck she wanted to kiss a pole la!
wait, i think i know. ouhh, alisa. tskk tskk. i know your dark secret with him!

2008-10-01T01:08:00.002+08:00

first of all, HAPPY HARI RAYA Y'ALL! : )
though i don't have the mood, but yea whatever. shall go with the flow somehow. ok anyways, i just go back from the shitty-est work ever! working for the formula one. my goodness, i was about to commit suicide there, right there, at the grandstand! and i think i'm partially deaf! though the earplugs was in my ear somehow, still i think i'm deaf! haha, omg and i just found out how a earplug work! haha. slow. anyhoos, i was like less than 50m away from the damn track! so it's like i can see their damn helmet and know who is who! SEXY YO! ahhh kimi raikkonen! DAMN SEXY CAN! hahha, and i see that alisa have the hots for him too! haha. so how alisa, turning into a F1 fan now? and how was the " pole kissing"? fun or not uh? i've yet to try! haha. okay, that sounded super wrong. for a moment, i think ros and alisa had their hyterical moment, when they smelled too much alcoholic fumes! wow. ok whatever it is, there will be four more years of f1. so what say you, people? lets all rob a bank in broad daylight, and buy f1 tickets. who's with me? i've already got two members. come come, join my clan! : )

2008-09-23T23:01:00.002+08:00

and i touched a pretty fat dugong todayy! : ) she is like 180 plus kg and she eats loads and loads of seagrass. can you imagine, eating seagrass everyday, makes you fat! HAHA. okay, for a marine mammal that is. ouhh, and i fed her! i mean, it is not like everyday you can go feed dugongs. you have to be a certified diver! ahh. am i lucky or am i lucky? : ) and she somehow had the power to convert like 10 other fishes into a vegetarian, like her! haha. amazing isn't it?

2008-09-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

dust bunny 1, dust bunny 2 and dust bunny 3. come on people, say hello to my dust bunnies. hurry hurry, cause soon they will be sucked up unknowingly by my mr vacuuum cleaner! : ) seriously, thank god for a vacuum la. it can just suck whatever nonsensical shit stuffs stuck at the whatever places. the traditional broom and dustpan, so do not work for me anymore! geeez.

omg, for the next year f1 uh i better get a more fun job. seriously. being a toilet crew at one of the grandstand, with the most ugliest uniform on earth, is so not appealing at all. this is like my unglam moment no. 2 can! so those vip people who will be at the pit grandstand, can you please please please, use the damn toilet properly so that i dont have to clean much of it, and can watch the race and support ferrari in peace! : ) pretty please? thanks.

i have a sudden urge of going shopping with gays.

2008-09-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

THE ATTACK OF A JELLY BEAN-.

a yellow/ blue/ red/ purple/orange/green coloured jelly bean, with a fruity flavour ( yummms! ) caused a destruction to a so called irregular rectangular white, hard, ceramic kind of thingyy. that so called irregular rectangular white, hard, ceramic kind of thingyy chipped off, well 1/4 ( or was it smaller? hmmmm) of it somewhat.
screening the room that was filled with smiles, one caught my eye. a hole, a tiny hole. it is the tiny-est of a hole, but omg i can see right through it. staring at it for a moment or two, i burst out into laughter. there was the non stop "HAHAHHAAHA" moment. like really, the loud "HAHHAHA" kind of thing. i wasn't laughing alone by the way, quite a few joined me! : ) well, that moment lasted for quite some time, more than a day, maybe it will be remembered forever : ) for your information, that is not a good thing to remember ( for someone that is).
hence, to erase off that awful momet, that hole had to be un-holed. ahhh, and that small hole somehow burnt that someone's pocket. looking back, a somewhat 2.5cm fuity coloured flavoured jelly bean caused a small mass destruction. say it people " WOW!".

note: please fear the power of a coloured fruity flavoured jelly bean. god knows, when it will strike all over again. BEWARE PEOPLE. BEWARE!

2008-09-10T00:07:00.004+08:00

eeeeeyer. i hate those squirting air fresherner thingyy, cause apparently it squirt-ed directly in my face! nearly died-ed there for a moment, while my cat just stared at my reactions. and by the way, the smell of the fresherner stinks! so why do they call it air fresherner? you know that toilet lemon smell? yarh that!

ouhh, i found out that i have this natural talent of teasing the one and only QUEEN JACINTH. " all hail queen jacinth! long live the queeen!" HAHHAHA! well apprently, this lady wants me to smuggle a pretty starfish for her. and oh, she has pink mutated cows! she rather have pink cows than brown. hmmm.

alright talking about animals, i am watching an educational show on " what's your favourtie animal?", brought to you by ELMO! : ) ouhh, sing along session with barney the purple dinosaur is therapuetic. hmm, how i wish i could be a child again. all you care about is well, NOTHING! just go about your day, play here and there. dance around, under that big golden sun. even during kindergarten, we play! building sandcastles, hopscotch, play pretend. ahh, i love pretending! : )

ouhh, retail therapy with alisa tomorrow yo! : )
and nononononononoonononono, i do not want to get addicted to the jonas brothers! gaaaah!

2008-09-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

pretend it's not forever, and i'll pull myself together.
i'll say that i'll forgert HIM, i'll breathe.
and i'll say HE never hurt me.
i know i'll feel better, ONE DAY when i can make it through.
I WON'T FORGET YOU.

2008-09-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

xoxo gossip girl, it's the second season baby! and thanks to hirzi and bah, im addicted to the pointless plot of mad tv : ) ouuuh, and the us open is making me sleep only at the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hours. bummer. go djokovic : ) oh boy, do not ask me about work. ( let's just say it's like a ghost town in there, where i can walk around aimlessly in circles).

day 1.
day 2.
day 3.
yada yada.
month 1.
month 1, day 1
month 1, day 2.
yada yada yada.
month 2.
and counting, will never end.

my morning sessions made me think ; its been so long that i flung myself into the world, as far away from my own interior as possible.well, if i dared visit the inner realms, i didn't even stay long or look far. as it frightened me deeply to look into my own shadows. and unfortunately, it still does.

and god,
would you please help me? i know you heard my prayers, but well it seems that whatever i want in life, i will never get yea? please please, get me out of these shenanigans! or would you rather suck my soul out. well, that seems a lot better doesn't it? come on, i need to pull myself together now. oh my word, i have no idea what i want; to live or to be taken away.

2008-08-30T00:32:00.002+08:00

and they say, "when you feel unbearably sad and need to cry, try telling a friend when you're sad, and let it out on their shoulder. there's something incredibly valuable about having and allong witness to your tears".

well, yea right -_- whoever the 'they' are, i won't listen to them anymore.

2008-08-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

oh yes, i will.

2008-08-18T21:34:00.003+08:00

oh boy, i was phelped.
With those boys' hips, a stevedore's shoulders, arms like cables, stumpy legs, flipper feet, no hair, a physique so strange it's almost like a human jigzaw puzzle, gone wrong. EIGHT golds baby! : )

2008-08-13T23:08:00.004+08:00

so i'll use this pen and it's insides
to conjure the thought of you one more time.

so here i leave you with goodbye
and the memories of you will end
and be cast away
as the ink from this tool of my thoughts runs out.

you made the impossible possible you opened my heart
and shine light on the darkness i fell for you

i'm saying goodbye.

goodbye to you.

2008-08-11T22:58:00.005+08:00

WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF UGLY.

seriously, if you were to see the new uniform of underwater world, you will know what i mean. but i shall not put an embarrassment to myself by posting a picture of the the U G L Y uniform. ouhh talking about uws, the baby eagle ray is back! SEXY JR, she is called. though she is not as sexy as my SEXY. do you all somehow understand that? doubt so right?
so anyways, i've been spending my last three days glued to the damn teevee watching the olympics! : ) especially swimming yo! go go phelps! pea, do you recall how the url of this blog came about?! hahaa. wow, and its been four years ever since our craze. HAHA. by the way, i cant stay at home the whole day! well if i do, i will eat whatever is in my way! apparently, the honey stars, ruffles chips, peaches, kraft biscuits and some other snacks(which is what marlene gives her dog), are now all digesting/have already been digested in my body somwhere. whateverr it is, i missed this year's NDP parade of teeveee.was out bbq-ing at changi beach. damn, was it a horrible beach. but the swings provided served as a marvellous cheap thrill moment : )

here is the long overdued pictures.
my 9loves.

my gorgeous! : )

*pieces of my heart are missing you.

2008-07-26T19:54:00.002+08:00

sit.
stay.
leave.
sit.
think.
breathe.
think.
breathe.
thoughts changed.
re-think.
wait.
i start to cry. not sobs just tears streaming down my face through my closed eyes. tears from effort and tears from stress and tears from this nightmare. tears from holding on and tears from fighting. there are tears of love. the love of friends and YOURS.
breathe.
i cry.
it's a nightmare.
please end.
please end.
please end.
not you.
i miss you.
i love you.

2008-07-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

i trusted you.

i've kept my promises. and i still am.

but i am not going to believe in them anymore.

2008-07-19T23:03:00.003+08:00

So stop your wondering take a stand
There's more to life than just to live

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

One single smile a helping hand
Its not that hard to be a friend
So don’t give up stand 'til the end
Theres more to life than just to live

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
don’t give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When it falls apart
And your feeling lost
All your hope is gone
don’t forget to hold on, hold on

thanks grace : )

2008-07-16T23:19:00.002+08:00

goddamnit. i still love you. i still love you as much.

2008-07-11T23:53:00.004+08:00

OMFG.

I wish you were here with me tonight

I remember the days we spent together

were not enough

and it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up

Never thought not having you

here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up and know the stars are

holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

2008-07-09T00:22:00.004+08:00

i've lost my special order. i've lost a piece of me. i'm losing interest in my daily routines. i'm losing appetite. i'm losing life. i'm sad. i cry. and still crying; because of you and your love. i've lost my love. i want to die. i want to kill myself. i'm overwhelmed. i'm tired. i'm hurt. i pray. and still praying; for you, for us. i'm living a miserable life now. i'm living a dreadful life now. i have a stupid life. i hate life. i hate myself. i hate love. i hope. and still hoping; for you and your love. i need time. i need to let go. i need to move on. i need to be strong. i need to heal. i need chocolates. i need ice cream. i need laughter. i need smiles. i need friends. i need you. i want this to stop. i want the heartbeat to stop. i want life to stop. i want everything to stop. i feel pain. i feel hurt. i feel useless. i feel stupid. i feel lost. god, help me. please help me.

2008-06-27T01:47:00.003+08:00

if i knew it would be the last time that i see you walk out the door,
i would give you a hug and kiss, call you back for one more.

if i knew it would be the last time i'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
i'd video tape each action and word, so i could play them back day after day.

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME, I COULD SPARE AN EXTRA MINUTE OR TWO TO STOP AND SAY " I LOVE YOU ", INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU WOULD KNOW I DO.

if i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share your day, well i'm sure you'll have so much more so i can let just this one slip away. for surely there's always tomorrow to make up for and oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. there will always be another day to say our " I LOVE YOUs ".

but just in care i might be wrong, and today is all i get, i'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU and i how we never forget, tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, and today may be the last chance you get to hold your love one tight.

so if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
for if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, that you didn't take extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss, and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

so hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear, tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear.
take time to say " i'm sorry ", " please forgive me ", " thank you ", or " it's okay, "

and if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

2008-06-22T22:56:00.003+08:00

MCLOVIN! : )

go figure! heee.

2008-06-15T22:48:00.001+08:00

happy eighteen gina chan!

2008-06-12T21:41:00.002+08:00

you, i will love.
so please. let me whisper to your ears and say those words. where you can look at me with a smile on your face and say it back.
hapyy, is all i want us to be.

2008-06-11T22:29:00.001+08:00

see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been,
this is no place to try and live my life.

2008-06-04T21:24:00.001+08:00

just let me release some endorphins please ;

2008-05-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

FUGLY, is the right word to describe MY LIFE now. with the TRUCKLOADS of tests and reports and whatever other things left to be done in life, i really need to take a shavel and DIG A DAMN TRENCH. with the FOUR HOURS of sleep every night, the nivea cream that my dear grace gave me will NEVER ever help to erase the DARK circles! i think that DARK circles are PLASTER-ED or PERMANENTLY there now. ouuuh, and now its back to REDBULL yo : ), faster give me wings to flyy. woooosh.

it's all over my face. anyone and everyone can read it.
and i'm, on the VERGE of ( insert word ).

2008-05-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

SCL KICKOFF 2008.
seriously, this shall be my first and last kickoff ever! aida can't kick balls for nuts! running and kicking balls all day long, so not my thing yo! no coordination at all la. i ended up running around AIMLESSLY on the field, after a damn ball. i shall just stick to captain's ball or netball next time round. virgin ventura and muthu's army.
VIRGIN VENTURA! : ) three cheers for being lousy! hip hip hurayy!
we rock yo! : ) it was all for laughter, peace and joy yea!
ouuh, look at the classic scoreboard. haha. BEAT THAT YOU ALL!

2008-05-16T22:03:00.003+08:00

omg. MY FACE IS DISEASE-LIKE!
ugly.ugly.ugly. someone, please bury my face.

2008-05-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

the four hours of GREY'S was shitified-ly therapeutic! : )

saturday's may 10 2008 straits time paper;
SHARK'S FIN. oh my word! did you know that singapore is one of the world's top five shark's fin importer. like what the heck. 470 tonnes of shark's fins was consumed in 2007. THIS IS OUTRAGEOUS! why the heck do you all want to eat shark's fin for! my goodness, shark's fin in natural are tasteless, you're getting the flavour from the damn chicken/fish stock! and you are willing to pay so much for "chicken-stock soup!" and what! and i am sure that there are other alternatives to eat at a wedding other than shark's fin right. its like 70 MILLIONS OF SHARKS are being KILLED for human consumption every year! and they are now like critically endangered! sharks are beautiful creatures and yet they are being killed for human sake! seriously, humans should die instead. tskk.

2008-05-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

started of with the MUCUS OVERLOAD.
then came the KILLER fpm test.
and during that bloody test, i FORGOT THE AREA FOR CIRCLE.
so now he's going to think that i'm a total NINCOMPOOP!
wow, what a wonderful start to week four!
nevermind, shall ease my mind with GREY'S : )

--where's cupid? i still don't see that small little 3/4 naked dude with heart-shaped arrows flying around!

2008-05-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

and oh boy, am i at fault this time round. i don't know what am i suppose to do to regain that smile back on his face. to think i was on top of the world, smiling everyday; was the happiest moment after what i've been through. and why does it have to stop? why am i so stupid? seriously. what have i done wrong to deserve this? how much more shit must i go through, to lead a happier life? i know life is about problems but when will this end? all of these are not making me any stronger. and i can't go back to circles and lines.
so cupid, can you come alive to shoot and make it all oh so perfect.

2008-04-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

i could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "i love you", instead of assuming you would KNOW i do.

2008-04-27T00:55:00.001+08:00

scoot on over closer dear;

2008-04-22T23:20:00.002+08:00

IT'S EARTH DAY YO!
oh beautiful earth, what have become of you. you're so pitiful to look at now.

beware: ranting;
ok im in the mids of doing my heat & mass transfer tutorial. omg, killer module that one. i already do not have a bloody physics background then you give me this kind of shit nonsense to deal with. i don't mind if you give me maths differentiation or integration to do for hours. but heat & mass transfer calculations! OMFG. and this is only the first tutorial, die sheril. you're so dead. I NEED A TUTOR MANN! seriously, i rather do maths! arghh. ouuh, by the way my brother saw a WHALE SHARK! wow. talking about sharks, while doing my rounding on sunday night, I SAW THE BAMBOO ERECTING. LIKE SERIOUSLY ERECTING! he was facing the female shark while doing so! HAHA. let me say, THE SHARKS IN UNDERWATER WORLD ARE SUPER UTTERLY SCANDALOUS! THEY MATE WITH WHOEVER AND DO IT NONSTOP! haha. well, that's why they them animals yea? they're so care free. it's in their nature man, a free world. anyways, i tried applying for a job at the zoo. BUT, all i can take up is SHOW PRESENTER! my commentries are sucky enough, and the zoo has a freakingly high standard! sure can't make it as a show presenter there la. unless i go for some public speaking lessons. yeaa, i need that man. to build up my self-confidence. : )

--you're the lovee.

2008-04-20T23:28:00.004+08:00

delayed pictures;
ahh. these were taken at bluejazz ( is that how you spell it?) omg, super cool la the place. though there were noisy moments and we couldn't even hear what the heck we were saying to each other. but apart from that, WHAT A WONDERFUL REUNION DINNER! I MISS YOU ALL ALREADY LA! to FAITH, GINA, SHAB & JAMIE: ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR TESTS AND EXAMS AND WHAT HAVE YOU THAT LEADS TO PRELIMS AND A'S! : ) MEL: HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL! AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR ECONS TOO YEA? lovee.
geez.

celebrating for the april ladies.
HAHAHA!
and thats me! : )

while waiting for the train.
still waiting.
and waiting.

2008-04-19T21:46:00.003+08:00

oh my dear word. the batch of cookies i baked super failed la. i mean it taste good but it looks er, quite bad. haha. oh well. so as long its edible and no one will die from eating it, IM HAPPY. and, every night im suffering from heat pain i tell you. all thanks to those bites! itchy like crazy and i had to put some thingy on my body which gives out heat! my goodness, BURNING YO!
bummer.
so now, back to the real life. tell me, why love hurts? don't get me wrong, i actually love love. but why cant love be simple? why cant it be as easy as " i love you" " you love me" and there is the fairytale. how i wish i could turn back the time and didn't feel those feelings. how i wish i didn't hurt your feelings? why am i so selfish? why do i only care for myself? i should care for you too. tell me what can i do to get it back. seriously, i can go bang my head against the wall already. im miserable. hear my prayer; help me, i need your help. i don't want it to end. i want it to go well, very well. i love you very much.

2008-04-15T20:11:00.007+08:00

and yes GRACE, I MISS YOU ALOT ALOT! : ) gaaah. school just started and it already sucks real bad. by the way i had to open my eye BIG BIG to keep myself awake on the first day. oh dearr. wa piang, how to survive for the sem like that. die die die.

and NAQIB IS TURNED ON BY THIS CAKE! hahahha!

and herre are the overdued pictures. mustangs bbq.

and i had to drink that! WTF.
marlene, shang feng, teck boon and syafiq.
alone uh, my partner MIA.

MB0802 : )
check it out yo. during the ice breakers. WHOAA. hahaa.

2008-04-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

UNBREAKABLE;
backstreet's back, alright!

thank youu;
jamie, shabana, melissa wong, gina, faith, munch, grace, pea, shang feng, marlene, alisa, abu, zhi wai, valene, jazreel, vanessa tan, xing quan, carmen, denise, brian, ming lun, jelena, sharif, kaman, gek kuan, meryl, alicia, rose, jan, ayyub, azni, amalyn, lionel, fion, jie meng, myra, ainul, chuan liong, hsiang an, ignatius, frankie, jeremy, alfi, azhar, jacinth, teck boon, syafiq, faezah, salihin, elfie, daniel, agnes, lee kiang, radha, liyana, farhana, renfred, tian and MY BROTHER! : ) *if i missed out on anyone, my bad.

seriously, THANK YOU SO MUCHH for those who made my NINETEEN EXTRA SPECIAL. I AM DAMN OLD! NINETEEN, one year left with the teen. next year will be, -TY. gaaaah. SUPER ULTRA OLD! thanks for the wishes and gifts all of you got me! I LOVEE THEM ALL! : ) ouuh, and i got a pair of gisele bundchen slippers. HAHA. omg, i love saying her name gisele bundchen. gisele bundchen. dont you think her name is like authentic. gisele bundchen! hahaha. okok. oh by the way, i spent my afternoon giving a bath to my beloved cat and went hunting for her fleas! omg, SHE GOT FLEAS! EEEEEW. and it's because of HER, i got a DISEASE LEG! thanks uh, SCOOTCH. but I STILL LOVE YOU! hahhaa. and I MISS MY BROTHERR! eh brother, FASTER COME BACK CAN! : )

2008-04-10T23:32:00.004+08:00

thanks to ALISA, MARLENE, AYYUB, HSIANG AN, CHUAN LIONG, WEI MENG, FRANKIE, ALICIA, IGNATIUS and JEREMY for the WONDERFUL DAYY. : ) THANKS GUYS! wooohoo. i know its not my birthday yet, but what a GREAT start to the NINETEEN celebration! so it was lunch at pizaa hut, somehow alisa's plan backfired. hahaa. its ok, I STILL LOVE YOU. HAHAA. and OMG, i was super ultra SHOCKED and HAPPY with what i got today. you all made me SMILE LIKE DAMN WIDELY! AHH, I LOVE YOU ALL! WOOOHOOOO! : ) so THANK YOU for the "BUILD-A-BEAR" BEAR WHO IS CALLED CPT0704. and the TEN YELLOW SUNFLOWERS FROM JEREMY( who travelled all the way to thomson from school to get it!) THANKS YO! ahh, THE BIRTHDAY CAKE.
my portion.

I LOVE YOU ALL YO!

ALISA.
ALICIA!
the BEAR, the SUNFLOWERS, another CAKE.

2008-04-09T22:57:00.004+08:00

mondayy 070408.
breakfast with wee kiong and xing quan : ) ouuh, JOKE OF THE DAY : both of them did PARA PARA DANCE! and both TOTALLY FAILED at it. HAHAH! losers.
then.
MUSTANGS OUTINGG. : ) ouuh. we watched untraceble. super nonsense storyline or plot or whatever you call it. abit psychotic and sadistic actually. so please DO NOT watch it. so here we are, the WHOLE BUNCH of US.
: )
suan and the nineteen movie tickets!

the girls.
and there were the guys.

i so do not want to comment here.
ouuh.! loveelovee between suan and alvin!

aren't we lovely. haha.

wait.
where are you?
do you even care?
or are you just playing with my feelings?
there's another.
how many more cold war do you want?
why are you treating me this way.
i know you love and very concern about me, but please trust me a little more.
you do know that starting from next week, i won't be going out at all.
you know i will be at home doing school stuffs.
so please cut me some slack, be more reasonable.
i am very tired of crying.
just so tired of controlling my damn feelings inside.

so please.

2008-04-06T23:45:00.005+08:00

YO. and that's the end of the freshman orientation 2008! oh boy, did i had fun! WOOOHOOO! and im missing my MUSTANGS already la. anyways, i got 1 week left before school reopens. SHUCKS. i seriously DO NOT want to go back to that dumb old stupid school la! gaaah. and work is like getting damn boring now la. omg i so want to like work in the zoo can. anyone got lobang, please tell me! eh, and my leg still looking damn DISEASE la. wa piang eh. ITS SERIOUSLY DAMN UGLY AND ITCHY. and and, my thumb had issues! its like the skin, SPLIT-ED! what the heck. its SUPER ULTRA PAINFUL la.

--damnn. what more am i suppose to do?

its MUSTANGS yaw.
love MUSTANGS!
the MB ogls.

shang feng : ) my ogl partner.

fi and alfi. haha.

MUSTANGS all the way uh!

its MB0802! : ) the beloved OG! i love you all!

2008-03-31T16:53:00.002+08:00

omg, I HAVE A DAMN HORNY CAT! for two straight days, she was DAMN HORNY la! wa piang. by the way, i got bombarded by BUGS! i have like bites ALL OVER my leg. so now my leg look damn DISEASE! gross la! ouuuh, FO is like er in a few days time. i dont feel very excited now or whatsoever. i just feel damn sian with life still. i think its cause of work and things that have been happening and as well as my thoughts. seriously, i need help to sort out my life. the ENDORPHINS need to STOP! so SOMEONE please tell me and WAKE ME UP or something. geeeez. and im left with two weeks of holidays and i so need to go out with jacinth they all and ernest! ahhhh! i need more time leh.
imissyoumissyou. do you?

anyways, rose asked me to do something. since im boredd, i shall do la uh.
1. at what age do you wish to marry?
hmm. 20 something la. so as long i have a stable job and my other half a stable job too.

2. if you can turn back time, what is the one thing you want to change?
to study ALOT harder in 2005.

3. have you ever been hurt by somebody close to you?
oh yea. definitely!

4. do you think you have enough confidence?
after what happened in 2005, I LOST IT ALL.

5. if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have a date with JOHNNY DEPP!

6. what are you afraid to lose right now?
well, it would always be family and friends.

7. do you believe in eternity love?
when you're in love, i think the answer will be yes. HAHA. but imagine, when you're married you have to stay with that same person for like the rest of your life. so yeaa.

8. if you meet someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
see how the situation is. sometimes you just have to watch from a far.

9. list out 3 good points about the person who tagged you
ok, she's loud, hyper and BITCHY!

10. what are the requirements needed for your other half?
love me for who i am, be understanding and be there when i need him

11. what type of person you hate the most?
the one that backstabs or bitch about others when you dont even know them

12. do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yess. i have to. i dont want to lose any friends.

13. do you believe in god?
duhh! it is because of HIM that i am here today in this world.

14. what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
LOVE! cause there's too much hate in this world already.

15. do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
i already have my friends! and i love them very muchh. but to find a husband, need to be boyfriend first right! HAHHAA. so yea. i mean eventually. not now though.

16. at this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
hmm. comfort zone. i like where i am right now.

17. what kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
loyal, patient, lovable, happy, always there when they need me

18. the place you want to go the most with your loved ones?
anywhere also can la.

19. what do you dislike about yourself?
that i can be too emo, get depressed easily. no confidence and low self-esteem.

20. one thing you love the most right now?
ouhh. secret! its for me to know and for you all to NEVER FIND OUT! hahhaa.

so whoever is feeling bored like i was, can do this thingyy. have fun you all! : )

2008-03-25T20:40:00.009+08:00

oh LIFE, how much BITCHY-er can you get! it's like there is NON-STOP actions going on in here. can you ike seriously STOP! ok now that means, DEATH. oh well. since you like to see ME SUFFER, go ahead. KILL ME.
ooouhhh and like FINALLY, we went CYCLING! : ) so now, ALL of us are suffering from BUTT CRAMPS! yo you all!
yea yea yeaa.

from the backk
cheeeeeese : )

alisa and alicia.
alicia.

chuan liong. BEWARE OF HIM. he just came out from the CLOSET. >.<marlene

: )
and its BACK TO BASICS; being a NERDD

it's the IN thing yo!

2008-03-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

omg. how can YOU do this to my dear friend! YOU are such a fucking bastard! how dare YOU! just because YOU can sweeet talk and whatsoever. YOU are like so grown up, so please use that damn brain of yours and THINK for god's sake! let me say, you're messing with the wrong kind of people. one more time i see your face, you're so going to get it from US! i'll pray until YOU get punish from the ONE above. look at YOURSELF in the damn mirror man. so what if YOU are handsome and tall and yada yada. what right do YOU have to go around and HURT other people's feeling! eh JERK, can you count or not! go home and practice your ONE, TWO & THREE! let me say again, it's 1,2 & 3! YOU, stupid ass. quoted from grace(and i miss you oh so muchh!) "all guys are assholes in nature." sad but truee. so my dear FRIEND( you know who you are la uh. i shall not say your name here. later too obvious.), I STILL LOVE YOUU! : ) heck care about that heartless, no face, pervetic person. so not worth your life or thoughts or tears. there are many others who will love you for real. LIKE ME! hahaha. so yea, I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT OK!

ANYWAYS.

so results were out. damn it, was i very dissapointed. i mean, yea i know i passed everything but i am not satisfied with my overall results at all. and i expected some of the modules,to get like what A. but NO. and it's abit demoralising. next comes year 2, and it will not get any easier! so how now, brown cow? thinking about it can already drive me nuts. nevermind, alisa, marlene and i have decided to like er STUDY HARDER and PAY ATTENTION in lectures and NOT SLEEP during class. hmm, i wonder if it will work. oh well, wish us luck! : ) and OMG. i saw this small girl. she was wearing SPONGEBOB CROCS! i damn jealous can. it's SPONGEBOB! : ) unfortunately i cant get it la duhh. cause i think it's only available in KIDS SIZE. and i'm NOT a KID anymore. and plus i don't really like shoes with HOLES! hahaa. and i got my black plastic nerd specs! WOOOHOOOO! haha, so it's back to BASICS baby! BEING A NERD! oh my dear word. holidays ending soon i think, and i still have not catch up on my sleeep yet! and i NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. i think no wait, i KNOW that i've gained weight and grown fatter during the holidays. damnn. FASTER LA SHERIL. GO LOSE WEIGHT CAN! GO EXERCISE OR SOMETHING LA, YOU LAZY BITCHH!

--will you still love me in the morning?

2008-03-17T00:10:00.007+08:00

heyheyhey you all! did you miss me?! HAHAHAH! so yea, i know i have not been updating. well, i've been pretty busy with er, work and going back to school for the leadership stuffs and the camp as well. so i am actually very very tired from all of those things. and i so need to catch up on my sleep and friends! omg i am so sorry peeps. i so need to like call PEA( how i miss you so) and have my date with JACINTH! die. so anyways, life have been per normal for me. and finally, im going SHOPPING! : ) so i can trust my my mummie,my fashion guru! damn, i wonder what i'll be without my beloved mother! and i so need more HAPPY THOUGHTS! : )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISA! I LOVE YOU, VERY VERY MUCH! : )
and this was her free ice cream thingyy!
here we are, celebrating her birthday! awwww. : )

the sexyy ladies : )

marlene and alisa.
carmen,alicia and alisa.

group B of ogl; we're actually holding on to pocky sticks.
the balloon game.ltc group; CHEYENNE

2008-03-01T23:05:00.011+08:00

8 random facts about me:
1. i draw circles every week
2. i need daily dosage of spongebob
3. i love kellogs cocoa pops
4. i say goodnight to my purple elephant
5. i sleep with a night lamp
6. i play tag with my cat
7. i did stone on a rock before
8. and i do talk to my sting rays.
8 people to do this quiz: grace,denise,jacinth,yanti,rose and whoever la.

1.Name one person who made you laugh last night?
scootch
2.What were you doing at 0800?
sleeping la!
3.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
msning friends
4.What happened to you in 2006?
olevels
5.What was the last thing you said out loud?
wa piang!
6.How many beverages did you have today?
2, i think
7.What color is your hairbrush?
blue
8.What was the last thing you paid for?
my dinner at breeks
9.Where were you last night?
was at work till 7
10.What color is your front door?
brown
11.Where do you keep your change?
wallet. duhh!
12.What's the weather like today?
pretty alright
13.What's the best ice-cream flavor?
strawberry.
14.What excites you?
food.
15.Do you want to cut your hair?
nah. not now.
16.Are you over the age of 25?
nopes
.17.Do you talk a lot?
i think so. go ask my friends for confirmation. hahah!
18.Do you watch the O.C.?
yeaa
19.Do you know anyone named Steven?
nopes
21.Are you a jealous person?
haha. yarh
22.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
alisa
23.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
kimberly. aww, i miss her.
24.Who's the first person on your received call list?
my mother!
25.What does the last text message you received say?
"watching soccer"
26.Do you chew on your straw?
yeaa. used to though
27.Do you have curly hair?
a tiny bit
28.Where's the next place you're going to?
underwater world, to work.
29.Who's the rudest person in your life?
errrr.
30.What was the last thing you ate?
strawberry dipped with chocloate!
31.Will you get married in the future?
: ) i would love to.
32.What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
none. but sweeeny todd is goood!
33.Is there anyone you like right now?
i am so not going to answer this question. tsk too personal can!
34.When was the last time you did the dishes?
just did.
35.Are you currently depressed?
at the moment no.
36.Did you cry today?
nopes
37.Why did you answer and post this?
one word, BORED!
38.Tag 5 people who would do this survey
- those who read my blog
- those who are bored
- those who are sian
-those who are simply bored
- seriously, if you're bored just do it!
: )
rose!
yanti!

welcome to esplanade y'all!
somewhere on the rooftop.
alicia!

ouuhh, check me out! cool eh?
ACTING lady-like.

merlion.
evil no more.

do i look like those typical tourist?! hahaha!
oh we love the umbrella! not.
carmen!

smile ladies!
keep smiling! : )
yo.

lovelovelove.

my other half.

whoa. damn super packed holidays! haha. plus got to work! ouuh, how i miss my dear sting rays! and i saw a new eagle ray! she's super sexy as well! haha. just like my sexy! so anways, HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE! and i so need to catch up on my sleeep! dangg! plus i want to go shopping! and it was so nice to see yanti again, eh bitch remember to get me something at genting hor! ouuh, i'll get my happy hour tomorrow! : ) wonderful. oh well, have fun peeeps!

2008-02-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

you're THE special order.
and i'm lovin' it : )

2008-02-19T20:50:00.010+08:00

A TRIP TO THE AIRPORT TERMINAL THREE WAS LIKE WHOA. anyways, i was there to send GORGEOUS off. and the next time i will see her is in like what, JULY! so long can! wow, I MISS HER ALREADY! and darling, thanks for your eye cream! : ) hopefully it works! hahaa. I LOVE YOU MANY MANY TOOO! to think she suggested me to eat a peach and a vanilla jelly beans to get PEACH ICE CREAM JELLY BEAN! ouuh, now i feel like eating GUMMY BEARS!
GORGEOUS! : )

ALISA! : )

to think this is taken IN THE TOILET!

AND CHECK OUT HOW HUGE THE SIGNS ARE!

are the signs HUGE or are the sings HUGE!

the LOOOOONG journey to the WATER CLOSET!

check out how HUGE the INSIDE of the TOILET is! it makes you go "WOW!" doesn't it?

and she CLAIMS im CLASSIFIED under the "OTHERS"! thanks uh, alisa!

2008-02-14T22:41:00.006+08:00

roses are red, violets are blue. and SUNFLOWERS ARE YELLOW! : ) ouhhh, happy valentines! go give free hugs and say i love you to those who you love! duuhh. come people, spread the lovee! : ) haha. well, its the day not only for couples, but for friends too! : ) yess i love my friends! omg i had breakfast with GORGEOUS and thanks for the oh so pretty yellow flower! : ) and yes, valentines in mg were the best. i can still remember how our tables were always half filled with flowers and chocolates, making it so difficult to study! and how we used to give flowers randomly to friends we meet along the classroom corridor! damn, i miss those days! well whatever it is, just have fun with the flowers or chocolates or sweets or whatsoever you peeps got! so please people, treasure those around you. be it friends, family or that special someone. it's not like everyday you get hugs and kisses and those "i love you". i mean it is not just on valentines that these things are suppose to be done. how i wish, this could be done EVERYDAY! just go up to that someone, give a huge smile, a hug and say i love you : ) won't that be so sweeet! hahaha. flowers and the SEXYY perfume.

alisa's creation from rose petals.

omg i bet you all are jealous that I GOT A SUNFLOWER! : ) the oh so PRETTY SUNFLOWER from GRACE! thanks dear! I LOVE YOUU!

2008-02-11T01:14:00.000+08:00

IF ONLY MURDER WASN'T A GOD DAMN CRIME!
YEAAA WHATEVER BITCHH!

i am finally done with my " 5 DAYS IN ROW, END AT 9PM, WITH 2 DAYS OF OVERTIME, WORK! " yea baby yeaa. and BY THE WAY, 2 cans of REDBULL didn't quite work for me! instead i went slighlty bonkers and whined abit more than usual. hahaa. even the dear DM, was quite irritated with my non stop "yo yo yo-ing!" and uh, mr DM i will help you with the numbers ok! haha. ANYWAYS, i had a new best friend today but i wont see best friend anymore! so farewell best friend! (don't miss me uh. so if i were to bump into you like somewhere in the middle of the roadside, SAY HI TO ME OK!) damn damn damn, HAPPY HOUR was only a few minutes instead. haha. and yes, we got a new mission KILL SHARIF(see this is what happens when you STALK me)! and uh ROSE, you be careful with 71 ok. don't go GUGU-GAGA! just take is SLOW and let it progress naturally! but uh, DONT YOU DARE KEEP IT TO YOURSELF! TELL ME OK! hahhaa. ouhhh wheee, MEETING GORGEOUS FOR BREAKFAST ON THURSDAY! so need to meet her before she FLY OFF! eh i forgot, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR Y'ALL! abit the slow, but what the heck. its the thought that counts! : ) ok people, PLEASE BOOK ME EARLY for outings ok. cause i assume i'll be damn busy during the 6 weeks break. haha. omg make me sound as if my life damn happening! EH EH EH! aren't y'all SAD that AH MENG PASSED AWAY! SHE'S like some SUPER POWERFUL animal uh! i mean she's an ANIMAL but she's RECOGNIZED somehow. KUDOS TO YOU UH, AH MENG! : ) haha, so yea i'm going to the ZOO! uh huh oh yea! can visit the oh so HANDSOME TIGERS! ouuuh, there's a new SEXY in uws! but she ain't sexy as my previous SEXYYY! : ) not like you all understand what the hell im talking about but who cares. JUST LET ME RANT!

-- blank stares at blank pages.

2008-02-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

IT WAS HAPPY HOUR! : )
ouhhh, hothothot!

2008-02-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

ok people, go watch SWEENY TODD! : ) with all the singing (lalalalalala) and the blood ooozing out(ok i know blood dont oooz out. i just cant remember the correct word to use) but what the heck! you guys get the picture. ouuhhh baby, IS JOHNNY DEPP HOT OR IS JOHNNY DEPP HOT!

ok so yea, the day with the oh so lovely slowpoke peanuthead : ) was oh so perfect! omg, how i loved it oh so much. so breathe in the lovelovelove people! i swear, he cast somewhat a spell or voodoo on me! damnn.

haha so anyways, im going to have a picnic at botanic gardens with my 2 bitches! yea baby! uh huh! oh yea! shake that booty y'all! so yarh, rose: dont take away my johnny depp hor! just stick to your 71 leh! : ) haha, nevermind uh. just watch him from a far! can be a pain in the ass at times, but what the heck! cheer up! sure got other guys out there to swooon at. and yanti: all the best for your exams! and yarh, go ahead and poison sharif's food! i dont mind. and sharif, I KNOW YOU STALKED ME! don't lie to me ok! cause I SAW YOU LA! stand down there, SMILE SMILE SMILE, with uniform some more! hahha. and just a quick reminder to alisa: you'll get tekan by marlene and me for the 363 dayys! ouuh, before i forget again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN! : ) and yes i will get to see YOU this weekend, like finally! thank goodness. woohoo!

2008-02-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

omg i know im suppose to like study my material science. but im just too sian already la. memorise this and that; all the metals and yada yada. what crap! gaaah. nevermind, I NEED TO PASS THIS MODULE! i can do this shit! i know i can! ENDURE WOMAN, ENDURE! : )
ouhh, so ANYWAYS, i had this oh so wonderful conversation with my gorgeous GRACE the other night! oh boy, was she good! : ) so thanks best friend, for cheering me up!

-- s h e r i l ; you just stand still and look pretty says:
got this super loser bitch
-- s h e r i l ; you just stand still and look pretty says:
she's bitching about me
grace; you are totally my hero 18 more days. says:
why would someone be so silly!
grace; you are totally my hero 18 more days. says:
you know what you should do!!
grace; you are totally my hero 18 more days. says:
you should go up to her and give her a huge hug(:
grace; you are totally my hero 18 more days. says:
and then say, thanks for saying all those things about me, i know you were really jealous and i forgive you
grace; you are totally my hero 18 more days. says:
smile a really sweet smile then walk off(:
grace; you are totally my hero 18 more days. says:
she'll be too shocked to do anything else!!

if only i had the courage to do that! haha. ok nevermind, shall not spark fire. but i shall SMILE and pretend nothing happened! : )

2008-01-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

NOTE TO SELF:
THEY can say, ANYTHING they want to say. try to bring me DOWN, but i WON'T face the GROUND. i will RISE steadily SAILING out of their REACH! although they do TRY, hard to make me feel that i don't matter at all,but i REFUSE to FALL!

so with that in mind, COME ON! CONTINUE BITCHING ABOUT ME! cause i am right here, and will try my very best to NOT CARE WHATEVER SHIT YOU BITCH ABOUT ME. i will eventually get use to it! don't just whisper, SHOUT IT OUT LOUD! do it to my face! go and tell the WHOLE WIDE WORLD! come, say how UGLY i am. how FAT i am. and how BAD my DRESSING is. you know what, it doesn't really matter on how i dress. i might as well come to school in my fbts and my pe tshirt! i really don't get it on how or why my dressing is affecting you, though i am very SURE there are OTHER things! I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU in the damn first place! and there YOU are, BITCHING about ME! can YOU like do SOMETHING more PRODUCTIVE! why WASTE your TIME on such a STUPID thing! geeeeez. why must YOU put me BACK into my OLD ways! it's because of YOU that this fucked up nonsense THING, which is taking me fucking YEARS to LET GO, is coming BACK into my ALREADY SHIT LIFE! i already SUFFERED ENOUGH for YEARS but yet somehow YOU really like to make other people LIFE MISERABLE! THANK YOU oh so very much! it's very THOUGHTFUL of YOU! by any chance if I DIE, BLEED or JUMP OFF a building, ALL THE BEST TO YOU!

--HE, who is up above, ONCE AGAIN, i ask of YOU, HEAR my THIS PRAYER! HELP ME PULL THROUGH THIS! since this is the CHALLENGE YOU GIVE ME TO OVERCOME, I WILL DO IT! CAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL HELP ME, in the end! i stay here , EVERY NIGHT, PRAYING TO YOU! PLEASE don't let me DOWN! i know YOU WONT! YOU will GUIDE ME! : ) amin.

2008-01-22T17:17:00.000+08:00

let me just say, these past few weeks is like WOW! just too many things going through my head. and im sure there are more things still at the back of my head. just that i cant figure out what are those things. i so need to come back to REALITY. well, LIFE IS UNFAIR right. and all we can do now is, PRAY! so HE who is up above, HEAR OUR PRAYERS. with hands lifted high and with our QUIET HEARTS. please, ANSWER OUR PRAYERS. so anyways, THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS now : )

: )NINE gathering at sher's house. and mel was having just oh so much fun with the random shots. hahaa. damn, were we looking super unglam! haha. well, here are the OH SO PRETTY SHOTS TAKEN : ) ahhh. yess yess LOVE. it's been happening alot. by the way, that's gina's can tabs.

THE PERFECT SHOT.

1,2,3,4,5,6(missing),7,8,9

informal. GRACEE!

MEL!

SHER!

JAMIE!

GINAAA!

FAITH!

FAITH & MUNCH!

: )

2008-01-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

I, sheril aida, dedicate this post to my one and only BITCH, YANTI : )!

OMG! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOMAN! hahaha. see, i love you so much that i am willing to take off 10 mins of my time to do this for YOU. where i was suppose to mugg for my test tomorrow. ANYWAYS, i really thank god to have found you as a friend, or well, best friend at least. YOU were the one whom i talked to and called retarded first. hahaa. i still can remember my first day of work with YOU. haha, oh was that lovely. and somehow we just clicked well with each other. so i THANK YOU for being in my life till this very day. and although we're like so far from each other, I LOVE YOU OH SO VERY MUCHH! : ) see you do bring much joy to me, you SCANDALOUS BITCH! haha. and by the way, I CHOPE YOU IN MARCH UH! DON'T YOU DARE TURN ME DOWN OK! remember, ernest owe us dinner. YEA BABY! hahaha.

2008-01-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

ITS A COLOURFUL DAYY! : )

here are the FOUR KUKU HEADS sugar coated chocolates! : )

carmen.

marlene.

alisa. by the way, my camera lens was fogging!

my fellow twin! oh how i lovee you : )

2008-01-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

happy saturday you all! so here it is, LIKE FINALLY ROSE AND ME WATCHED SONGS OF THE SEA ALREADY! HAHA, SO WE AINT THAT KUKU ANYMORE! WOOOHOOO! OH YEAA! : )

ok this is when there wear loads of water fountain thingyy. here is the finale fireworks. but uh, the fireworks RANDOM!LOVE YOU BITCHH!

haha. next to qiu tin is her IMAGINARY FREIND! : )

oh yea, this is the COCONUT TREE that totally BLOCKED my perfect sunset!

(insert another picture)

wow, you gave me an OH SO PRETTY DAY!

: ) lovelovelove

2008-01-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

wow. i am somehow damn siann from school already. imagine this; im only left with three damn weeks of school then its presentations, common tests, class tests and exams. damn, you are so dead! go hurry up and dig a trench! omg, there alot going on at the moment and i feel very overwhelmed! alright, think HAPPY THOUGHTS! HAPPY THOUGHTS!

heeee. picture timee : )
EIGHT this time round, dear GORGEOUS IS MISSING.

GINAA : )

haha. SHER and MEL!

: ) GINA again.

MANSHEEL!: )

: )MEL!

JAMIEE! : )

super random shot, i think. haha

DRINK DRINK DRINKK!

crazy bitch.

2008-01-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

fellow earthlings; HAPPY 2008! : )
so wishing you all the best for the whateverr you'll be facing this year. yupps. so you people, just let 2007 be a memory.
note to SELF: cause memories are just memories and no matter how many times it replays in your damnn head nothing will change what has already happen. rather than missing it, just treat it as a happy memory that has happened in your fucked up life. and that all things come to an end at times. so BITCH, just SHUT UP AND GO ON WITH LIFE. DAMN! JUST LET IT ALL GO! just say it now in your head, " life is not a problem to be solved but a gift to be enjoyed".

--you're getting prettier. so just stay pretty this year. PLEASE. i beg youu.

2007-12-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

i know its like super damn late but HAPPY CHRISTMAS! : ) so, thank you very much to those who gave me christmas cards, sms wishes and gifts! the sunflowers and sweets and chocolates! really love them you guys! elfie, you owe me stress balls! HAHA. and dinner! ernest too! yess yess, I WILL MISS YOU DEARLY! please do not forget me. omg, now work will be really such a slow torture without you. DAMNN. so ANYWAYS, i went out today. let me tell you, i somehow stayed at vivo for 7 whole hours! oh my word! haha, that is like super ultra long. but oh well, it was well spent with someone : ) really nice, HAPPY DAY! haha. ouuh, hope there's more to come. and thanks shab and yes, you did have a great day too! go watch national treasure! was quite a good movie. and one of the actor is pretty cutee! though he was like an idiot, but cute idiot! haha. so yea, people go watch it! forgot to say, had BUTT CRAMPS! after sitting down for 3-4hours ish?! yeaa. nevermind, you can say it's worth it? HHAA. yea whatever. OMG, i so cannot wait for the 30th! PICNIC UNDER THE STARS! yess, and updates, updates, updates! except for GRACE GOH( thanks uh woman, for not making it. its ok I STILL LOVE YOU)! nevermind, shall find another day where the whole NINE OF US, can meet up! yayness.

-- how wonderful life is, when you're in the world.

2007-12-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey! what an oh so wonderful day i had with YANTI, ROSE AND SEN! perfect outing man. though the night was runied by mummie but nevermind! BY THE WAY, my face is like still burning red at this very moment! this is all thanks to the THREE of YOU! who ask you all wanting to swim! too much sun already damnn. so ANYWAYS, i shall let the pictures do the talking. cause i am too tired to think at this very hour.
HAHA. yess, the oh so sinful FONDUE.

attacking that damn expensive, $39 fondue.

tanjong beach baby!

SEXYY SEXYY SEXY! : )

go figure it out.

sen, rose and yanti. looking retarded as EVER.

and they were doing some cheeer.

yanti and her buried self.

angels from somewhere.

skyride yea!

failed luge ride!

have no idea what to say.

love love.

ARE YOU ALL JEALOUS! JUST SAY IT! YES YOU ARE JEALOUS! HAHAHA! THERE'S MORE THOUGH. BUT NVM, ONE IS ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU ALL ENVY! HAHAHA!

2007-12-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

oh my dear word! there are so much things to do, yet i have no idea where to start. it's like, i am just so tired from work and then i dont have enough sleeep! LOOK AT MY EYE BAGS MANN! its like, LUGGAGE( is that how you spell it?) now la. and by the way i am like ultra broke! so i have no shit idea how the hell am i going to go out! aiyo. those who somehow have extra cash, treat me leh. or at least, DONATE TO THE SHERIL FUND! hahaha. that would be nice : )
ok so, the year is like ending soon and er i've been doing quite a few thinking; just reflecting upon my crap life. so lets just say there were quite a few ups and downs moments. tsk. seriously, i think this year i lost a few good friends. i have no idea what actually happen to them. its like they are slowly fading away from me. wow, they were really there to mould me. they just enter and a short while later, they vanish all of a sudden. WHAT'S HAPPENING TO THE WORLD?! what have i done to deserve all of this? all of these problems is like never ending uh? or is it just me? ANYWAYS, there goes my oh so wonderful protection officer! now he's upgraded himself to some form of executive. well, good luck with that my fellow friend. and then there is this reverse psychology thingy going on in my head while im sitting here, PATIENTLY WAITING FOR A SUNFLOWER. dont know why, but i always get rejected when asking for one. gaaaaah. NEVERMIND. OMG SHIT I JUST REALISED I MISSED MY GREY'S ANATOMY YESTERDAY! see, i think im just too tired from work and dozed off early and still waking up like a dumb zombie. and getting scolded by mum early in the morning, didnt start my day well! on a lighter note, I SAW THIS HOT DUDE! ahhhhh, he was like tall, brown-ed hair, blue eyes. HOT HOT HOT! : ) ouuuh, hearing the song berserah sang by taufik, is melting my already broken heart. oh mann, im missing so many people at this very moment; hot lovee, HIM, the NINE, PEA( woman, where are you?) and yanti and marlene, alisa, qiu tin, ernest, wk and so on ! aiyo, why so many? come back to my life people! : )

-- can someone help me put back those tiny little pieces

2007-12-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

MOS BABY! PARTYY PARTYYY! : )

heyheyhey! i'm back from the chalet! woohooo. so any of you miss me? ok whatever. ANYWAYS, i had definitely loads of fun and had a wonderful first experience of MOS. yess yess, damnn. the smell of smoke and alcohol was bad enough. so the whole lot of us were shaking our ass off on the dancefloor : ) the sight that you never thought of seeing! ouuuhh, looks can be decieving! trust me on that one. AND THERE ISN'T ANY HOT GUYS! and to those couples, how you all dance uh? nvm, i shall not think further. 4 hours of ass shaking and a glass of coke end it all. wheeeee. thanks guys : ) the family bonding-ness was oh so fun. with the help of my dear uncle who THREW ME TO THE POOL! thanks uh! and the "pool version" of the captain's ball,with the oldies and youngsters. HAHHAA. but then, HOW DARE YOU ALL EAT SHARK'S FIN SOUP RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! poor little sharky : (

* a smile upon seeeing the : )hot lovee

see the rainbow! how i wish there was a pot of gold. hmmmm

i rock, you pebble!

2007-12-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

ouhhh baby, IT'S FINALLY OVER. IT'S THE END OF ALL COMMON TESTS! : ) so like the HOLIDAYS are here! WOOOHOOOOO! so yea for the two weeks break i've got some things planned out already. hmmm let's see;
1. (insert) with the NINE
2. beaching with yanti and rose
3. shopping with grace
4. max brenner with jacinth
5. countdown picnic with three love
6. ben & jerrys with someone : )
7. movie with that same someone : )
8. running
9. and work! damn damn damn

wow, seems like im really busy. so the 2 weeks break is obviously NOT ENOUGH! i still got material science assignment to do and the comm skills presentation to prepare. shucks.

pictures taken with the three love; carmen,marlene and alisa

LOVE YOU THREE! : )

2007-12-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

*updated
and i am going through this once againn. can someone please help me? cause seriously i think there's something wrong with me.

2007-12-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

some of the girls. ouuuh, happy birthday xiu zhen! : )

this is MY oh so lovely BIM : )

just wondering, is it just ME or is it just ME?

so i think i have issues.

2007-12-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

woooohoooo! my GORGEOUS will be back in like what er, four days? yea baby! oh yea, shake that ass! : ) yay, can go shopping with her. haha. and yea, I LOVE YOU GRACEE! so anyways, i was somehow having my missing moments of my YANTI and ROSE! haha. one is always about her wx, the other is 71. hha, its ok you two. I STILL LOVE YOU BOTHH!

i seriously miss the EIGHT of youu! i need you all oh so badly now! : (

BITCH NO.1

BITCH NO.2

ouuh, i finally saw : )hotlovee!
been missing him for 2 weeeks.

2007-11-30T18:38:00.000+08:00

that CHEMICAL ENGINEERING PRINCIPLE paper WAS A KILLER! seriously, i DIED-ED right therre. i so need to dig a trench and bury myself in there. damn. anyone wants to join, please do so! : ) thanks. and like i have no idea how am i suppose to survive for the common test! sheril, you are so ultra dead! :/ oh well, still got loads to do. so people, please PRAY FOR ME.

ouhhhh, hotcakes yumm yumm! : )

2007-11-25T00:54:00.000+08:00

the company was oh so wonderful tonight;
: )

and then there was my darling ROSE, who was talking about her 71. ouuuh, that's her favourite number from now onwards. : ) its ok, i love youu too! haha. omg, i say GINAAAA! wheeeeee. how i miss her so muchh. by the way, work have been the same throughout every week. super sian already of that place. fishys here, fishys there, fishys everywhere. dont get me wrong, the fishys are beautiful creatures, just that the aura of that place abit not right. its ok, i have the friends to help me for my motivation. seriously, i have no idea how i survive for 1 year in there. hmmmm. :/ amazing. anyways, YANTI's malay was like direct translation. and it all sounded weird. but thank goodness i understand, cause im in the almost same situation as her. it's ok BITCHH, I STILL LOVE YOU! : ) ohh yes, for this week i've found a new bestfriend ( i shall find you when i need those discounts) and love ( seriously, you've been a great help!). I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE SURROUNDING ME! THANK YOUU.

yes, i am missing my : )hot loveee

2007-11-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

here. this is a picture of my love when i first got her. ain't she cutee? hahaa. ok so anyways, she is much BIGGER now. : )

so anyways, i was reading jacinth's blog. and it's all about LOVE;

Love is something special, something which not everyone finds in their lifetime
Love is more than just a feeling in the air.
Love is more than chemistry.
Love is being there for each other through thick and thin.
Love is quarrelling and making up.
Love is growing old together.
Love is patient.
Love is kind.
Love is about making sacrifices.
Love is that fleeting glance you share that no one else understands.
Love hurts.
Love is blinding.
Love is deeper than an ocean and higher than a mountain
Love is about a lifetime.
Love can make you or it can break you.
Love is like a butterfly.
Love is a magnificent feeling that is misunderstood by many.
Love makes life meaningful.
Love is hard to find but easy to give.

so yea, i'll leave it to you all to think about it. oh well. have fun with LOVE LOVE LOVE.

: )

2007-11-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

omg. i know i complain a lot about my fucked up life now. yea yea. and that my problems are shit small to be complained about compared to others. so just say it to my face that i am irritating you with my problems or whatsoever. then now i shall shut up, keep it all here, somewhere within me. sorry that i get overwhelmed easily with small tiny little things that happen in life. so now it's my fault that i can't seem to handle all this nonsense by myself. why can't there be just a someone out there, who can lend me his/her listening ear, share thoughts with me, be by my side, telling me things will work out and everything will be ok. right, like that's going to happen. damn. so to those out there whom i somehow bothered you with my problems, i apologised.

please. how i wish someone would bring me out to see the oh so lovely sunset. : ) and take me away, far far away.

2007-11-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

hot lovee gave me another pretty flower.
: )

jacinth, i bet you're jealous still! HAHHAH!

2007-11-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

UNIQUE.

family lovee.

night safari baby!

that cute animal.

merlion's head. ouuh, and brotherly love.

merlion's mouth.

tickets.

ok. it was a hectic weekend but fun though. as you can see, i went to quiet a few attractions. wow, night safari! : ) let me say, the tigers are sexyy! i think they're like the most handsome creatures on earth! well, apart from johnny depp and keanu reeves that is. haha. and the job scope there as an animal presenter, quite tempting. anyways, the dhl balloon; wow, 150m above the ground level. and yes marlene i went at night. with all the pretty night lights of singapore. let me say, we are clutered with hdb flats! thank goodness, i got to go all of the attractions for free. yayness. so you losers out there who didnt come with me when i asked, YOUR LOSS!

and wheee, got a picture with the scandal. hot lovee. : )

I WANT A SUNFLOWER TOO.

2007-11-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

ok, i saw this guy holding on to one pretty sunflower. anyone out there, who loves me, could you kindly please give me a sunflower? pretty please. omg! i sound like JACINTH! ( hopefully she doesn't read) haha. talking about her, she is super ultra jealous that i got a flower from someone! : ) hahhaa. its ok, we got our chocolate date yea? haha. yumms. and yes, i love you too. hahah! anyways, yayness i am going out with JAMIE soon : ) omg, i saw MEL in school just now. it was great to see you dear! ahh, how i miss you all oh so muchh. and yes, i will try to find time to er plan an outing yea. come come, give me your free dates yea? by the way, school can be such a total blur! really, this semester is killing me la. and i am getting more drained out day by day. with the same old problems occuring in my head. it's all driving me nuts! i should like just jump down the building or something. and oh wow i seem to have quite a few things going on.

1. night safari with family
2. sentosa with denise and (insert name)
3. chocolate date with jacinth
4. another chocolate date with alisa and carmen
5. ice cream with yanti
6. family chalet
7. outing with the NINE lovees. ( well, now six left actually)
8. coffee date with jamie.

omg, i really hope all of these can make my happiness lasts abit longer.
please, i pray.

and i shall keep it all to myself.

2007-10-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

and i received 2 oh so pretty flowers from this someone, ( insert name) : )
;5 orange petals and a yellow stalk plus a small blue one.
how i lovee you : )

2007-10-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

damnn, you're not so pretty as i thought you were going to be. a big disappointment, you are.

LIFE'S A BITCH. fuckk it.

2007-10-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

did you know that millihelen is use to measure beauty!? weird.
so i suppose the helen was pretty or something.

2007-10-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

ouuh, finally i can relate myself with the previous photo i posted. yess, people i was finally a happy person for a day! woooohooo. aren't you all glad? nevermind, so as long i am happy, im happy : )

I FINALLY MET YANTI! my dear dear darling bitch! oh, how i miss you so! : ) haha. the dinner was great, along with xin quan and wee kiong. fun fun fun. i know you two wont read this but what the heck. so wee kiong you are still my retarded friend, and yes you owe me quite a few! xin quan, cheer up la. i am trying my best ok. come on, patience is a virtue. haha. yanti, hurry we go out again ok. seriously miss you ultra so much. and thanks for listening to my problems guys. haha.

let me say, school sucks! seriously, i despise the school so much. dont ask me why. im like anti- that school la. shit head.